it sounds to me that something is eating at you. I know you kind of kidded around...but does it bother you that you think you should be at a better point in your life...financially i mean? what is your personal life like? Are you in a happy committed relationship? Is your family life fine? It is the holidays...are you concerned about an event coming up?
I think you may have an idea of what it could be but dont want to face it.
let us know...I am sure we can help.
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