I am not totaly convinced you are in love with her... you defiantly did have feelings... but at the same time you have to remeber these are two different ypes of feelings.
You could be feeling like this becasue the feelings were staring to developed but never had the oppotunity to find out and that's why your like this becasue now you might know what could have been.
Not to make you feel bad... but if she did have feelings for you of any kind she might have let you know before this sudden move... maybe that is why she wanted you to continue the party with here... becasue she found you attractive and at the same time knew she was moving and wanted to have sex with no emotions on her part...
At the end of the day you have two choices get over her... or try to find her to see if what your feeling is really ture... it's your move now and for your sake make it count!
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