Thanks guys!
REally! one month and I wont be a fruit cake! hehe
thanks so much it feels good to know i'm not so strange!
Thanks everyone! Its so good to have your support still! I feel like I would have given up on me a long time ago
maybe that's my problem!
I've been eating pretty well! I'm gonna start being even better next week (get to cook-prep this weekend) and I've been doing lots of cardio and HEAPS of pole! I even learnt how to do a shoulder mount to inverted crucifix! how cool is that!
! I knew those abs were still under there!
I'm feeling great just exercising more, looking in the mirror isnt so sad anymore, cause I know I'll get my body back soon enough! and besides, this time i get to see results!
Nothing yet, I'll do some calipers and stuff on the weekend but the weight is staying steady to the 1st decimal place of 54.7.
It doesnt matter too much to me at the moment, i feel really excited by how much I'm loving cardio and excercise again!
My knees are still being big jerks, and its making me have weird form and the outside of my but/leg bit get sore just from the crosstrainer (still I'm doing it on uber heavy!)
I might go light weights on everything next week and give my jointies a rest! I did 15kgs each hand incline chest dumbell eprss this morning and almost lost an arm behind me. I didnt think to let it go of course, just hurt the crap out of my arm! all the way from my elbow to where my neck joins my head! it's ok now though, just gotta be more careful
Another girl from the comp came up and asked how I was and just as I was answering she was all "I FEEL LIKE A WHaLE!" haha so that made me feel better
and also I spoke to another lady who competed before and she said she even got cellulite etc after her comp, so maybe I did get off easy?
Not only that but with my little frame, I hide the fat well as long as I've got non-tight clothes on (man! All the things I own are tight!) haha
I'm really looking forward to doing this again, I'm really excited! and this time I'm going to appreciate my body so much more. I already do!
I love all of you guys so much!
xxxxxx